So I will start the story like this. Two days before Thanksgiving I was diagnosed with a mutated form of Rheumatoid (leave it to me to be different) a month later 6 different blood disorders that will eventually turn to Leukemia. While all this was going on my "husband" was lying, sneaking and planning and attending happy hours with the new batch of sluts at his job. Things all spiraled out of control I end up with a psychiatrist, oncologist and a rhemotologist that sends my blood to California once a month to check my "levels" I have NEVER been to California but my blood gets to go often. Due to the stress I get flares, hurts like the ****ens. My "husband" thought it was funny to make jokes on how "loved the snow, loved the cold" although that very same thing visibly caused me pain. All his lies came out, but in the meantime I am sick physically, mentally and emotionally. Fast forward, I started to pray just anything so my heart would blow up in my chest, so I didn't loose my mind (Feb 13th I ended up in the hospital with a nervous breakdown behind too much at one time)
Last week I decided first and foremost I had to get away from this toxic individual and move on, because added stress doesn't help my condition. I prayed, which I don't do very often because I am not a Christian, but certainly a believer. Here is what has happened so far
Friday March 21st out of the blue the first company I worked for as a Technical Analyst - The CEO called ME. Now I have know him since we worked at the two "sugar shacks" on Main St when he first started. He just called to say hello and apologized for not returning my call from a month ago. I was just calling to say hello and congrats on the new building he is building across the street from the HQ bank I work at. He asked if I still worked at the bank, I said yes but my project ends in July. He said I guess you know now my company is worth several hundred million dollars now, and I wanted you to know that since Main St you were a part of where we are today. So look for a call from my Senior PM on Monday, you two talk and when you are ready let him know, because as long as I have a company you will always have a job....Blessing #1
I sleep about as good as a one finned fish these days, so I am up gambling of course.....and....well. The screen goes all weird and this firework display shows up, I am thinking the game is freaking out. It said "CONGRATULATIONS YOU HAVE WON THE RANDOM JACKPOT" Holy COW! I only won one of these once about 10 yrs ago really and I couldn't cash out because it was one of those shady casinos!
Blessing#2
After all of this. I wondered what I would do after July, how to get away from this lying barstard ;-) in my house and how I was going to get another car cause we share one. Well, I think I am on my way.
I shared all of this so you all can know, no matter how bad things seem there are little rays of sunlight in this life. Let them warm your face!
Now to figure out how to add the screen shot to this post....well I have time! Blessings All, and if anyone is Atheist- God loves you too, you can always go to him because rather you like him or not he created YOU!
Last week I decided first and foremost I had to get away from this toxic individual and move on, because added stress doesn't help my condition. I prayed, which I don't do very often because I am not a Christian, but certainly a believer. Here is what has happened so far
Friday March 21st out of the blue the first company I worked for as a Technical Analyst - The CEO called ME. Now I have know him since we worked at the two "sugar shacks" on Main St when he first started. He just called to say hello and apologized for not returning my call from a month ago. I was just calling to say hello and congrats on the new building he is building across the street from the HQ bank I work at. He asked if I still worked at the bank, I said yes but my project ends in July. He said I guess you know now my company is worth several hundred million dollars now, and I wanted you to know that since Main St you were a part of where we are today. So look for a call from my Senior PM on Monday, you two talk and when you are ready let him know, because as long as I have a company you will always have a job....Blessing #1
I sleep about as good as a one finned fish these days, so I am up gambling of course.....and....well. The screen goes all weird and this firework display shows up, I am thinking the game is freaking out. It said "CONGRATULATIONS YOU HAVE WON THE RANDOM JACKPOT" Holy COW! I only won one of these once about 10 yrs ago really and I couldn't cash out because it was one of those shady casinos!
Blessing#2
After all of this. I wondered what I would do after July, how to get away from this lying barstard ;-) in my house and how I was going to get another car cause we share one. Well, I think I am on my way.
I shared all of this so you all can know, no matter how bad things seem there are little rays of sunlight in this life. Let them warm your face!
Now to figure out how to add the screen shot to this post....well I have time! Blessings All, and if anyone is Atheist- God loves you too, you can always go to him because rather you like him or not he created YOU!
And good luck with the screenshot, hope you find a way