Hi guys!! I've missed you!!
From the start. I was at my MoM's on a Friday nite getting ready to come home till Sunday a week ago. We'll I said rash??? for lack of a better way to describe... On the outside of my groin area, what started as sore and irratated Fri., sent me to the E.R. early Sunday morning. This was on my groin area and all across down there. most of you know I had a B.M. transplant 18 years ago, about 4 yrs. ago after 17 years cancer free, the phucker came back.
I see my oncologist every 3 months, get a CT scan every 6. He didn't want to start chemo, said the lymphoma was such a small amount, did'nt want to open me for such lovely things as Luekimia or other illnesses.
I saw my Dr- my M.D. last week Double edged sword... I'm a recovering addict and alcholic. Well Dr. Stark helped me get clean 10 + years ago. He's now a certified addiction specialist.. ( think of Dr. Drew but super cool and HE knows addicts get sick, break arms, whatever life throws you) If something goes wrong- he will prescribe meds you need while you need them. ( this is part of my story) So, I was a wreck with pain, saw him Friday I was and total agony. I went to see him today to see if I was getting better. Well, it's not draining, still have a hard lump thats very very gross. Our concern is the cancer has come back hard. He's working with my Oncoligist and I'm going in for a CT scn and and another biospy. He said I didnt' wanna freak you out last week, it already crossed my mind about the cancer spread.
So I'm thinking next week I'll have the order for the tests.
I went thru hell this weekend, trying to get a front on my alimony, Marlon came thur as did my freind Ruthie and Doug. I needed 75.00 min. just for the visit and any more meds. I calle Teri on Saturday night and she said- "I have NOTHING for you- when I needed your help w/ MoM- you stayed home. Well ya, not much I could do about it. I asked if she'd meet me and I would have the $ to get thur, no, I'm not helping you with anything, anymore!!! I really flored!!!
So much for takeing the hih road Tazmatic, bu no...... She' beyond wretched!!!!!!!
Sorry for the rambleand lenght. Wanted to fill my friends in- you are more than sisters!!!! Hopefully I'll be back to post- just shoot
Much love to all,
Liz