Those of you who know me may have noticed that I haven't been around as much as I used to be. Well, it's because over the past several months, my life has been slowly falling to pieces and now I'm at rock bottom.
After losing my father in 2006 (10 years after losing my 41 year old sister), I almost lost my mother. Then, last October, we brought my in-laws here to be near us. After being mentally mentally abused by a controlling 86-year old father-in-law who I used to respect and a equally manipulative 84-year old mother-in-law, drying out our bank account for well over $20,000 to bring them here, set them up, subsidize their income each month and more, there are now both in different nursing homes (father-in-law is in one that can only handle mental patients) and my mother-in-law here on our side, but with me getting constant complaints from staff that they are getting tired of her complaints cos nothing's good enough for her...
Well, I also lost work about a month ago, owe loads of back taxes which the money set aside was spent on the in-laws, am faling behind in bills, am close to my own mental break down, can't even afford to continue proper medical care due to loss of income but having issues with my diabetes and am diagnosed with a slightly enlarged heart (can't get stressed I'm told), and arthritis in both knees...well, I'm pretty much a mess. And, not too sure if my sanity or marriage will survive.
I know I'm rambling, but I just wanted to come out here to say my good byes. I don't know what is going to happen to me, my family, but I need to regroup and see if there is someway to get my life back together before it gets too late. I don't know when or if I'll ever make it back, but I'll always cherish the good times I've had.
God bless you all. Remember me fondly And, everyone, have a great life!
After losing my father in 2006 (10 years after losing my 41 year old sister), I almost lost my mother. Then, last October, we brought my in-laws here to be near us. After being mentally mentally abused by a controlling 86-year old father-in-law who I used to respect and a equally manipulative 84-year old mother-in-law, drying out our bank account for well over $20,000 to bring them here, set them up, subsidize their income each month and more, there are now both in different nursing homes (father-in-law is in one that can only handle mental patients) and my mother-in-law here on our side, but with me getting constant complaints from staff that they are getting tired of her complaints cos nothing's good enough for her...
Well, I also lost work about a month ago, owe loads of back taxes which the money set aside was spent on the in-laws, am faling behind in bills, am close to my own mental break down, can't even afford to continue proper medical care due to loss of income but having issues with my diabetes and am diagnosed with a slightly enlarged heart (can't get stressed I'm told), and arthritis in both knees...well, I'm pretty much a mess. And, not too sure if my sanity or marriage will survive.
I know I'm rambling, but I just wanted to come out here to say my good byes. I don't know what is going to happen to me, my family, but I need to regroup and see if there is someway to get my life back together before it gets too late. I don't know when or if I'll ever make it back, but I'll always cherish the good times I've had.
God bless you all. Remember me fondly And, everyone, have a great life!
