I FEEL THE NEED TO APOLIGIZE TO MY STREAK FAMILY!!! YOU HAVE ALL BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I POSTED IN HERE!!! AND I HAVE NOT BEEN IN HERE FOR A LONG LONG TIME TO BE 100% HONEST ITS NOT RECOMMENDED FOR ME TO GET AS SAD AS I DO WHEN I COME HERE I TAKE EVERYTHING TO HEART SO MUCH!! MY HEALTH IS ON THE DOWN SLOPE BIG TIME AND I AM PREPARING TO GO THIS COMING THURSDAY TO SET UP OPERATION I REFUSED TO HAVE THIS PAST YEAR BUT MY HUBBY AND DAUGHTER BEGGED ME SO I AM GRASPING AT STRAWS!! I DID NOT COME IN HERE FOR PRAYERS BUT FOR FORGIVNESS OF ME SINCE IVE NOT BEEN IN PRAYER ROOM TO HELP MY FAMILY HERE DURING THERE DARK TIMES!! BUT GETTING SO SAD WHEN I DID COME HERE PUT ME AT A EVEN WORSE RISK WITH HEALTH I WISH I COULD EXPLAIN BETTER BUT I CANT FOR I AM GETTING TO THE SAD POINT I WILL BE NON COHEREANT REAL SOON TYPING THIS THATS THE EFFECT I GET FORM THE HUGE STRESS OF BEING SAD I GUESS DR. SAY WITH MY HEALTH ORDEALS SO PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT HOLD IT AGAINST ME AND THINK I DID'NT OR DONT CARE FOR GOD AS MY WITNESS I CARE MORE THEN YOU WILL REALLY UNDERSTAND ABOUT MY STREAK FAMILY!!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND MAY ALL THE :angel:angel KEEP YOU IN COMFORT WITH ALL EACH AND EVERYONE IS GOING THROUGH AGAIN I AM SO SO SORRY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO BE STOPPING IM HERE DAILY!!!!